Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Yea think this is gonna be a long post..coz i writing down wat i'm feeling,wat ive been thru and so on and so for.
Today as everyone noe,cca open house day..yup it was suppose to be a happy event for all..and wat i got is not wat i've expected.today chinese lesson,I dunno wat the heck happen and we have to spend like 15 mins in the canteen picking up rubbish.after tt i gotta sit at the back.yay..and when nominating a assistant chinese rep,stupid oy and cm just have to nominate me and milly and the rest second it but thank God,i'm not holding and position or watsoever this yr=)and i'm glad to say it(I'm already trying to be as happy as possible.)the rest of the day just go on smoothly...blahblahblah..After lunch,we,meaning as usual ppl,have dance..yea it was all,impact,coordinated,nice..but when we get up to the stage,it just all happened...without impact,coordination,nothing,watsoever..and i got back bad comments..wasn tt happy..everything i heard make me feels : LOUSY.
all the bad feelings,all the bad tots,all the bad bad bad...came to me,came to my mind..
but i noe.
SATAN YOU CANT GET ME!
sian...not my usual self.
Behind a strong appearance of mine,there's a soft heart easily broken.
<3 ZOE.
9:16 PM